I’ve not been gone a week, but I already miss home.
I’m not sure how my sister’s family have done it, having already been here for more than a month, and it really speaks volumes about their faith, as well as their toughness.
I know they’ve had their moments where they’ve missed Kentucky quite a bit, but there is just absolutely no way I could do what they’ve done.
I don’t miss the the comforts of home, the things like air-conditioning and hot showers. I don’t miss the cars and the traffic, the non-stop playing of the same songs on the same radio stations, the mindless bleating of talk radio, things like that.
I have to admit that I miss some of the little things, though, seeminly insignificant things like buffalo chicken salads. It’s Thursday; I should have had one by now.
Food items aside, other, larger things keep crossing my mind.
I miss you.
Each of you.
The people I talk to every day, the people who call me, who e-mail me, who text me. The habit of checking those forms of communication have been hard to break (other than updating this blog and reading the commens posted, I’ve cut myself off from any other contact). Sometimes I turn on my phone, just because it feels right to have it on, just because you might be writing to me.
You’re with me when I write these blogs — knowing that you’re reading them keeps me feeling close to you. Knowing that you care, keeps me writing them. The circle continues.
So, for each of you out there back home, wherever that might be, know that you’re on my mind. I can’t wait to see you.
Until then, I ask one favor of you: this evening, let’s say at 7 p.m. in Kentucky, I’d like you to get out your favorite piece of music. Play an album, or pop in a CD, or if you’re not near any music players, just sing in your head. I want you to turn it up loud, and I want you to enjoy it like you’ve never enjoyed it before — the music, the words, the meaning.
Play it, dance, sing, whatever you need to do to get wrapped up in the moment. Then think about all the other readers of this blog (including its author) doing the same thing and realize we’re all in this together, thinking of each other, working to make this place just a little better than we found it this morning.
I will sing to myself and also say a prayer for you and the rest of the family. See you soon.
Mom
By: mom on May 7, 2009
at 10:16 am
My eyes water (and you know I don’t cry). Can’t wait to hear your voice. Sending my love.
By: Andrea on May 7, 2009
at 11:43 am
When I was in Chicago, I felt the same thing(not the phone thing). Hearing your stories make me cry when I think of them. It’s sooooooooooooooo sad that they don’t even get what hobos get here sometimes… I almost get all I want, and they don’t know when they will get their next meal.
By: Tanner Stacy on May 7, 2009
at 2:04 pm
Hey cuz. man i jus got on today and read all the blogs. it really hit home. u are doing a really good thing. im like u i dnt see how matt and nate and jon and them are doing it. we miss all of them here and u. tell them i said hi. BTW, have you seen a marlins game on tv? i believe our little league has more fans. lol…
By: Matt Reed on May 7, 2009
at 2:47 pm
In the interest of avoiding some sort of sappy comment, I’ll just give you my word that at 7:00 PM I will pop in the earbuds and listen to “The Humpty Dance” in your honor.
If you’re really, really lucky I might just limp to the side like my leg was broken… as that’s the only dance I could conceivably pull off.
By: Cory Graham on May 7, 2009
at 2:57 pm
I did it
By: mom on May 7, 2009
at 6:56 pm
So did I!
By: Whitney on May 7, 2009
at 7:39 pm
Read this blog too late to do it, but know that about that same time you requested music, your home was perfectly fine. I even met Everette.
By: Jennifer on May 8, 2009
at 10:43 am
I wish I had read this earlier. I would have played Michael Buble’s Home.
By: Tara on May 18, 2009
at 2:20 pm